Anonymous Release

Having searched for her hundreds and thousands of times in the chaos,

suddenly, I turned by chance, to where the lights were waning, and there she stood

Too timid to come to me.

So i walked to her and gently touched her.

I gently caressed her curves  and gently nibbled at some.

Then like a man possessed i carried her to my room and locked the door.

Once closed, I immediately placed my mouth on her

And as i did,I hurriedly took off my shirt.

the heat was on.

My skin became moist as my blood flowed.

Muscles contracted,

Eyes dilated, 

Fists clenched,

As I held her curves and i readied for the inevitable RELEASE....

And then I RELEASED!!

I released all my mental faculty into the Bic pen whose curves i held

And wrote on the paper that was on the table

For the feminine in you

Girl had big beautiful brown eyes that Boy could have stared at for hours on end Each time that he blinked, he felt that  he was missing out on something.

Girl always found it weird that he ogled at her, but hey, which girl didn’t want a bit of attention.

He loved the attention that she gave him, the motherly tenderness that she offered. He had never had this from his mother.

They loved each other’s company and did many things together.

He knew that she was one of one in a million. But deep down he had one fear and one fear only, that he might one day lose her. This made him insecure, and at times ask himself, “What’s the point if I will one day lose her; what’s the point to dig in this garden, only for someone else to bear the fruit.”

But he did his best to put a smile on her face whenever he saw her, coz her joy was his reward.

He knew that telling her that he loved her might ruin their friendship, but couldn’t bear concealing his feelings.

……………………………….

The rain fell hard and Girl heard someone call her name from the crowd of students just off the bus. She turned back and saw Boy making his way through the crowd, following her into the rain.

"Hey, listen ok. Look I know that I made the wrong choice about telling you that I...love you....but I had to know if you felt the same way?" Boy stammered. Girl stopped walking, "Look!" she turned around and faced him, "All I ask of u is that we stay friends-if that’s even still possible-given the way u have made a mess of it! I don’t want no drama. You and I can't be more than what we are." She yelled, tears came falling from her eyes. Boy made his way to Girl and tried to hold her arm,

"I just love you!...And deep down u also know that you have feelings for me. You are just afraid to love me back".

Her eyes for the first time betrayed the deep emotions that she had for him all along. Eyes filled with love imprisoned in the dark abyss of fear. She was motionless for second as she choked on what to say next.

"LET GO!" Girl pushed him, and Boy felt pain on his right cheek, she had slapped him - in public. "Respect the fact I don't like u in that way. Besides am not that special to u since u have many gals who like u." She had just betrayed herself again.Her voice was beginning to break up, she was crying real hard, but the rain muted her sobs and washed away her tears. Girl turned her back on Boy and ran away.

Boy wanted to go after her but all he could do was watch her as she went further and further away. As Girl reached the sidewalk near her house, she felt pain on her left chest, her heart was aching. She couldn't breath. She placed her hand just at the place of her heart and tried to massage her chest, "It's ok, you can do it...just a few steps and...Ughr" She took a deep breath and started walking again, slowly, but her knees felt weak, she can't move anymore and that caused her to fall on the ground. Her sister got out the house eventually and helped her to stand up.

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Boy stood at the entrance of the door to Girl’s hospital room for a long time.He saw that there was an empty vase next to her bed and dashed to the hospital shop to try and get her flowers that to fill the vase. Sadly they had run out of flowers, but he didn’t want to go back empty handed. He bought a big card with flowers on it. He saw a perfume that was on display at the entrance and got an idea. He waited for the shop keeper to turn his back on him sprayed the card with the perfume before briskly running out.

If she cant have scented flowers, then il create them. He thought to himself.

He raced back to Girl’s room and she was still fast asleep like a baby. She looked so peaceful like the world was waiting for her to wake up – and if the world was him, then yes, it was waiting for her to wake up. He carefully placed the scented card right on top of  the vase.

“Hey Boy”, Girl whispered. He was shocked and nearly knocked the vase down. “Thought u were asleep”, he replied.

“I have been awake. I saw u when u stood at the door. I figured u were staring at me as u always did” she give a sly smile that made him blush. “But when u went away, my heart sank and I thought that would never come back.” Her voice started to crack as she sniffed and tried to hold back the tears.

“Many people have come to visit me, but I kept looking beyond there shoulders in the hope of seeing u behind them.” She now started to cry and held her hand and told him amidst the sobs, “Please don’t leave me coz I love u too”

He knelt besides the bed, clasped both her hands in his; kissed them and said, “I will never leave u”

Anonymous memoirs of a man on a journey

I have climbed many a hill;

Trekked through the belly of darkness itself;

Have trodden the flattest of plains and descended the steepest of slopes

But at the place where I stand now, they all take a bow

Mortal minds fathom not;

Nor can words describe;

Nor ear perceive;

Nor eye penetrate the splendor that i now see.

But I dare not break into a song, lest i linger long

For my journey is long,

And I am still far.. FAR AWAY from home.

Prisoner loving.."I wana love ya Mr. Prisoner"

As a prison warden he had seen and heard many sad tales that had left his heart numb;tales of a man on death row for a murder that he didnt commit;of men being at the wrong time of a robbery and locked up just because fate dealt them a wrong hand;of mothers imprisoned and separated from their children and only seeing them grow up in pictures that they were sent.So many stories that he had made him become numb to many emotions.

However his humanity was brought back to him when he had been told that he was to escort a prisoner serving a life-sentence, who had been given a special one days pass.The prisoner had been convicted falsely of aggravated robbery.His crime was that he had stolen from his rich employer.

The crime itself had been light and he could have gone away with a much less punishment, but the rich man concocted the evidence, hustled and blackmailed the judge into giving him a more severe sentence.
The trial had stirred up so much media attention;his childhood sweet heart had seen all the hype and publicity that  had gone with the trial and had written to him;had visited him in prison and even proposed to him to marry her.

The affair touched the sentiment of all who heard about it.And there was even small group of people who went to the streets to allow the marriage ceremony to take place.

The authorities eventually caved in and it was the wardens job to escort him for the wedding and make sure he didnt try anything sinister. The prisoner on his way to the church had asked the warden to be his best man as it wouldnt be proper for a wedding to take place without a best man,to which the warden hesitantly obliged.

After exchanging vows,there was a small reception in the old hall next to the church. As it came to a close,the groom whispered to his best man that there was small store room at the back of the hall that he could use to partake of his conjugal rights.The priest didnt object and the warden allowed the prisoner to enjoy his new wife..
He gave them 45 minutes and walked a couple of meters away as the sounds that came from the room made him a bit uncomfortable.The priest just gave him wicked wink..

On the way back to the prison,as the high walls drew near,the warden expected the prisoner to be depressed or to plead for extra time or even try to open the door and run.To the contrary,he sat their smiling, finishing his cigarette,because he knew despite being confined,his heart was elsewhere roaming free with the one that he loved.